Getting out of bed, my face close to yours
You seem to have resentment towards me, towards something larger than me but I don't know what it is
I have already betrayed you and lied to you
Now my soul is clouded with doubt and regret
What will wash my sins away? What will purge me of those feelings?
The concept of apologizing, will that lead me to redemption?
Or rationality? Meditation? Self esteem?
If I put you in a graph and pick apart the emotion, you are bad news very bad news.
You are so condescending and use large words for the sake of your own benefit, little do you know, I completely understand them.
Just for my youth do you punish me and my ovaries and the fact that I don't have a PHD.
Well FUCK YOU I am smart, and you are not the nicest thing that has happened to me another guy was and now we are not in love.
He used to pick me flowers and tell me I was the prettiest girl in the world.... and you know what? He actually believed it Jack ass.
You are the bane of my frustration a thorn in my foot but you are the only option I have but you are going to leave me soon.
But I am going to leave you as well and then it won't matter.
Monday, November 16, 2009
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